i am infinitely encouraged after seeing a nice kind of skinny woman running today. at least i know the world is not filled with skinny girls who eat all they want and don't exercise!! haha I am too bitter and jealous of these kind of girls!
woke up terribly late today. not that I had anything planned ... so I went wild with the camera while bumming arnd before finally getting off the bed :)
one scholarship rejection after another. it blows. but I know that God has beautiful plans for me. and if He is for me, who can be against me? :) may He grant me the humility, patience and wisdom to accept that He has a greater calling for me.
a shoutout to Shannen for helping me cover closin today! celebrating grandpa's bday later today :) shall go for a run to burn some flabs.
#1 I only eat squids when they are in rings #2 My lock and phone button on my iphone are both spoilt >:( #3 I met Keith during a NUS Geography course :) #4 I havent grown (taller) since Primary 5 ... #5 When I dress up I'd imagine myself being stopped by Urban's "Hey good looking" column editors and prepare a speech on what I'm wearing, where they're frm & how much they cost ;)) #6 I want to study civil engineering in uni! #7 I've stopped wearing my retainers so my teeth are slowly shifting back ... :X #8 I used to not cry during movies. the first time movie which made me cry was Bridge to Terabithia. now I cry very easily >:( even lame shows like wild child & barbie!! & amazing race. & it wasn't even like top10 or smth ... #9 I'm in love with God :) #10 I think the Walking Dead series has desensitized me from gore. #11 I don't like Tao Huey #12 The song that got me interested in music in pri school is Eternal Flame by Atomic Kittens #13 I miss Jills and Mings who are in aussie & uk respectively ... :( #14 I used to do ballet and figure skating #15 I am pure Chinese :)
Life after my internship has been absolute boredom. been thinking of interning at a private firm but then again this period of time is the only time I'll get to relax and do anything I want ... but what do I want to do? :( i'm too lazy to do anything I set my mind too. it's infuriating. I just keep using my iPhone, switching btwn checking my mail, facebook and twitter ... need to snap out of this bubble. quickly. think I'm gonna start doing some math soon :) like trigo and integration because I reckon I'll be using lots of that in uni :)
been accepted at a few places and am still undecided on where to go. 1 more interview tmr, may I not screw up again. maturity! I must portray maturity! hah. & whatever the outcome may be, let it honor You God! :>
in need of catching up with friends. met Vic the Aunty today for lunch hehehe ^^ and gonna meet Chaisy on Monday yay :)
love to all :) God bless!
stole my sister's purple Polaroidr heheh :B atomic orange nails, but i shld remove them for tmr's interview ><
it's amazing how a day can seem so much longer when you wake up early. shall strive to be a Proverbs 31 woman!
excited to bake tomorrow :) went to phoonhuat to get all the cupcake holders and pretty things :) excited also for my internship in JTC which is prob starting next week! I hope i'll find interest in it because it's gonna be a month long!!! am still working at sogurt though, hopefully not too much :)
excited also for the meetup with netballers tmr night!!! 2 more days to results this is so unreal!!
Did i mention i went for training yest? almost died even though it was only 2 hours and i didnt even shoot hehe ^^ had better buck up!!! 3 more hours to nua before work starts yay :)))))
walked home ystdy after work, the color of the sky so yumms:)
till the dreaded (or anticipated?) results day! there's honestly no point worrying about it but I don't want to heck it and get terrible results and bawl myself to madness. like what happened for Prelims. I want to not expect anything from myself but it's not like I want to fail terribly either :( everything is in His hands & I guess I just need to have more faith in Him, that all things will happen to glorify God. I need to prepare my heart and not just forget about it! Have the whole of Thursday to slowly think about it and bake! Yes I'm baking. Peer pressure I'd wager. Everyone around me is baking, I feel like an unaccomplished woman.
Honestly the mishap in work about my pay got to me and I raged it out by patronizing Frolicks ;) but I thought about & the reason why I started working was for the experience and not so much for the pay. So I grew less bitter about it and come to think of it I really do enjoy working :) especially at united square. love the kids there :) I love kids. and grandparents. seeing kids and their grandparents make me smile on the inside I just get this warm cuddly feeling hahaha. And I love the moments when parents find out their kids enjoy a 10% discount. their face just lights up & that loving look they give to their kids ... I'M EXAGERRATING hah sue me.
LIVERPOOL WON THE CARLING CUP ^-^ stayed up to watch the first half but I fell asleep ... :( lousy fan I am. alrighties time to knock off, love to all!!!!!!:)
